4 years ago today, Emma underwent open heart surgery. It was by far the toughest day of our lives. As a parent you never want to see your child in pain or have to struggle. We had to witness her struggle daily for 3 1/2 months. The day of her surgery was a blessing and a day we had to stay strong for our girl. God taught us a great deal about ourselves and the strength that lies within us. As the quote goes "you never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have." We certainly would not have been able to stay strong if it was not for our families. Sometimes people do not know how to comfort you when you are faced with a serious struggle but our family was right by our side and Emma's side, which was all we needed. When Emma was in ICU my in-laws pointed out that Emma should never be left alone. Everyone took turns through the days and nights to be by her side. The only time we were kicked out of her room was when they had to remove her breathing tube since she was capable of breathing on her own. Thankfully it was quick and they did let my father-in-law stay which put me at ease. The hardest for me was when I had to pump. Emma's room was in the tower located on the 17th floor. The milk bank was located on the third floor in another wing of the hospital. It was a hard part but at times a nice little break where I could refocus. Even though I do not have to make that trip to the 17th floor anymore, I will never forget what took place there and the people who cared for Emma. We were truly blessed with the greatest surgeon, nurses, and medical staff.
Emma the night before her surgery.









